Aubrey's Blog

There are too many options these days. I can not manage to get anything done because I have slight OCD and can’t manage to decide how to manage everything. From the computer, to notebooks, to twitter,  to blogs, to social networks, to cell phones – it’s a freaking mess!

How does one decide? I need to master this somehow, find one way of doing something and sticking with it! I am always looking for the latest and newest way to do things, but there’s always a catch, or something not working. I look back and see myself, and I laugh, because I have been into so many different things and obsessed with them – and yet I haven’t really got anything done!

There is just so much to do, I can’t decide what to do. Sometimes I wish I were a little more ignorant, just so I would be forced to use the simple stuff, or be too scared to try something new.

Note: I just had a thought walking over to get coffee: “Why are you so worried about how you get things done? You’re going to die soon, quit wasting your time!” – What a strange thought, that death could help give me a little peace of mind. What if we never died, can you imagine how much time we’d be wasting trying to organize!

That thought is always a little calming and gives me a boost to just get things done for others; to serve – isn’t it what we’re here for!?