I am so not motivated to study, for a number of reasons; but the main one is my uhm, depression? I am on a thin straw and everyone’s trampling on it! No, it’s not anyone’s fault at all, in fact it’s entirely my own…
Man, I feel like I was talking like this just last semester. I feel like I am learning school all over again for some reason, I took a semester off, then another one and thought to myself, “I should get back before I get in that slump everyone talks about.”
Curse that slump! I know I keep saying I am going to do better the next semester, but I may have identified the problem: I keep thinking, any second now, I am going to get this close and I won’t be able to finish or the world will kick my ass for succeeding. I also have the erry feeling that school is going to let me down, and I think I have been trying to avoid finding out…
But, hopefully, there’s new hope… I am going to try and focus on today more, the week; not fifty years down the line like I do all the time.
Note: Good song to listen to to get started on something like this: Alright by Darius Rucker.
But! On an awesome note, I got to go see Kenny Chesney last weekend!
It was awesome! Huge! But he didn’t sing my favourite song: Key Lime Pie



